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Big Changes (For me) Jul. 12th, 2010 @ 08:35 pm
Normally, I loathe change. I plant my feet and put my fingers in my ears and scream Lalalalalala till it goes away. But the changes of the past month have been good. Although, it does need to be pointed out that things are changing back to how they were, so it's not really change, it's reversal. Two of my very best friends have come back home for the first time in like 5 years. I'm so ecstatic that they're here. And, probably thanks to them shaking up my life a bit, I've actually started drawing again, for the first time in many years. Now to just quit my job and actually get one I like!
It's been grossly hot here lately, haven't really done much cept try to stay inside and as cool as possible. It seems to be breaking a bit, hopefully it doesn't come back. I hate summer. :/ Gonna go lie back down till my headache goes away.
Current Mood: hothot
Current Music: Orbital - Halcyon & On & On

Wow, long time no post Mar. 19th, 2010 @ 10:15 pm
And I mean long time! To be honest, I forgot this page existed. I'm not even really sure how many ppl I used to converse with here are still even here!
Well, the dance of lifey death does go on. I'm still working at Michael's (they won't let me leave. I tried to quit and they handed me my 2 weeks notice back. Connie started to get all sniffly. It was weird) It's getting worse and worse there, it's getting so corporate and big box, it's almost intolerable. I havn't drawn or done really any art for almost 2 years. I just can't seem to find the motivation. My laptop almost litterally exploded, so now I have this super fancy $3,000 desktop deal, built for gaming. I'm loving the 26" widescreen HD monitor. 2 of my 3 cats have died from diseases due to old age, and my seizures have been diagnosed to a small benign tumor in the pituitary area of my brain. I call it "Greg". In the time it's been since I last posted (a couple years, I would guess) not much has changed too much. I still live in the same spot, work in the same spot. Some friends have gone by the wayside, some are new and some have just moved away. I'm still addicted to coffee and nicotine (I want to try roasting coffee beans with tabacco so I can get both at once in a more efficient delivery system.) and I've been quite addicted to world of warcraft for the past couple years. I don't play FFXI anymore since my account was hacked and stolen, tho I miss it lots. FFXIV will be out this year and I'm chewing the rug till it does come out. I'm afraid I don't have much to say at the moment, even tho it's been so long that I should have lots to talk about. Maybe there's so much that I can't remember it all. If enough ppl I used to know here are still around, maybe I'll take this back up again. Who's to say? I miss all you ppl that I used to be in touch with, and maybe this will help to reconnect my sadly hermetic self.
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Current Music: Funker Vogt - Black Hole

Long time .... Sep. 22nd, 2006 @ 09:32 am
Hello ppl. Just so you know, no, I'm not dead. Just insanely busy. Between work and looking after houses and dogs, I've barely seen anyone I lately unless I run into them in the grocery store or something. I miss you guys :( Anyhow, I'm just about to head out to a new house that I'm looking after ($1000 for 10 days. 4 very old dogs. Should be fun :P) and I just wanted to say hi and I'm sorry I'm not around much anymore. But such is life eh? Cambell, I'll prolly call you while I'm there. If you want to come visit, I'm in the middle of buttfuck nowhere, and I'm right on the beach. I can walk out the back porch and fall in the ocean. lol I'd love some company. Kirzen, you too if you guys can find the time. I'll give you a call soon. :)
Anyhow, better run. Take care all, I'll be home in october. Hopefully talk to you all then! *Huggles*
Current Mood: workingworking

FFXI Jul. 17th, 2006 @ 08:58 am
Just uploaded and started playing FFXI Online. Does anyone else here play this game? I'm in the Kujata world/server, if you wanna try and find me. :) I've got my usual trademark name. :)
Current Mood: nerdynerdy
Current Music: Benny Benassi - San Fransisco Dreaming

Anyone had this problem? Jun. 21st, 2006 @ 06:50 pm
Ok, so I've played FFVII prolly about 20+ times and never had a problem. Last night I was finishing up a game I started after Advent Children was released (Cause, c'mon, you have to replay the game after seeing the movie) and something happened that I've never seen before.
In the North Crater, the last bit of the game, randomly after battles, the screen was replaced by snatches of past CG movies (Lots of Gold Saucer, some Midgar, etc) and then after defeating Sephiroth, the game just cut to end credits. Totally bypassed the ending sequence/movie.
I mean, of course, this just gives me an excuse to play the game AGAIN to see if it repeats the error (*Grins*) but has anyone else had this problem? I hate unexplained things. :)
Current Mood: nerdynerdy
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So bored.
So bored it's boring.
He bored, she bored, they bored.
All a bored.
I came, I saw, I bored.
Synonyms for bored: apathetic, uninterested, sick of, mondain, indifferent, disenchanted, blase, glum, inadvertant, enervated, indolent, languorous, mopish, lymphatic, torpid, supine.

Have I made my point?
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I'll be gone till the 11th, just to let everyone know. No computer, as usual, and if anyone really needs to get a hold of me, they can call my house and leave a message. I'll get it eventually. Toodles everyone, I'll talk to you all when I get back.
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Been both a good and a bad day. Good; I made $65 on selling my photo cards today. I mean, hell, that's more money than I get in a day working a slave shift at Michaels. And 2, my muse came back to me. After like 7 months of not wanting to draw, all I want to do is create. And the feeling in my severed fingered is just starting to come back. It's still pretty numb, but I can sense pressure now, so I can properly hold a pencil and shade.
Bad news; I had another seizure. They're coming pretty well back to back now, which of course means more tests. I hate tests. I hate having a broken brain. Thankfully I don't work until day after tomorrow, so my tongue still has time to heal up. (I can't pronounce th's and I have trouble with s's. And the word "seizure" is right out. It seems seizure is impossible to say after having one.) Anyhow, I'm just going to relax here with my coffee, maybe draw a bit. I'll keep those who want to be kept up to date about my tests.
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Heehee, just bought FF1 & 2 for my GBA. I havn't played it since my original Nintendo went caput a couple years ago. I can't believe how much I've missed these craptastic graphics! It's actually a really good re-release. They prettied up the backgrounds, and got rid of some of the more annoying blips in the fight sequences and they added cheesy little CG scenes! I love it! And the boss fights are absolute jokes, just like I remember it. =D Something tells me I'm going to be glued to this for a couple days.
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Had my first mini nerve therapy session. It was kinda amusing. The basically stick my finger with needles and shock me. I'm sure it wouldn't be as funny if I could actually feel it, but it's a laugh watching my finger jump all over the place like it had it's own brain. Apparently I'm also supposed to tap my finger on things once my finger nail bed heals and stops hurting. So if I'm ever out for coffee with any of you and I'm incessantly drumming my fingers on the table, I'm sorry. ;)
Other than that, nothing much is going on. My friend Keoni is coming up for a visit from Washington. I haven't seen him in prolly about 7 years, so I'm pretty excited. I have a funeral to go to on friday, on of our cashiers at Michaels died, so we're all doing our best to show up.
Looking forward to the highland games later this month and a big Cadillac show in June. In any case, should prolly get to bed, I have to work tomorrow.
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